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Its for you, the top is from a song, the bottom is a note for you(:

Everybody see's its you
im the one that lost the view
everybody says we're through
I hope you havent said it too:(

so where
do we go from here
with all this fear in our eyes
and where
can love take us now
we've been so far down
we can still touch the sky(:

if we crawl
till we can walk again
then we'll run
until we're strong enough to jump
then we'll fly
until there is no wind
so lets crawl,crawl,crawl
BACK TO LOVE
BACK TO LOVE(:

why did i change the pace
hearts were never meant to race
always felt the need for space
but now i cant reach your face:(
so where
are you standing now?
are you in the crowd of my vouch
love, can you see my hand?
i need one more chance
we can still have it all

if we crawl
til we can walk again
then we'll run
until we're strong enough to jump
then we'll fly
until there is no wind
so lets crawl, crawl, crawl
BACK TO LOVE
BACK TO LOVE

everybody see's its you
WELL I NEVER WANNA LOSE THAT VIEW

so we'll crawl
till we can walk again
then we'll run
until we're strong enough to jump
then we'll fly
until there is no wind
so lets crawl, lets crawl, lets crawl
BACK TO LOVE
BACK TO LOVE(:


* whatever it is, my heart/feelings will never change... wait they will!!! they will only grow stronger and all i need you to do.. is to focus on all the good and sweet times we shared and
never loose sight of that. so many couples end up in different schools, but if the love is there,
we can surely pull through(: we'll just take it a day at the time, we older this year, surely we'd
be more understanding(: judging by the months ive been willing to wait for you, it only proves how strongly i feel about you(: only have 1 option in your head/heart and that is to work on us.
dont let the other possiblity screw ur judgement:( we may have a similar story as our friends, but surely our ending is different(: I'll never do what SHE did to HIM. that you can count on.
and i think you know tt too. this maybe a rough patch for us, but hey!!! what doesnt kill us will only make us stronger(: look at fiona and jun le, omella and owen(: THEY PULLED THROUGH, WE SURE AS HELL CAN. But its all up to you and your heart:( I know its still in there somewhere...(: I LOVE YOU.. and i hope to hear it soon too(: along with a big fat hug and ****(:

OMG~!

Studies,studies. Its freaking OCTOBER TOMOROW!!OMG!!!
damn damn. finally starting to panick. I have to force myself to not
slack anymore. AT ALL!! But i cant!! OMG!!
only 26 more days. DIE DIE DIE!!
Apparently we have the day off tmrw. No not for children's day but to recongnise
our achievements for last year. or something.Lol. So i will be going to study with Shafiqah,Kalai and Banu. Edmond wont be there:( (even though i want him too:( ) ohh welllll...

okay then. im uber shag.
see ya.

So far(:

Okay so the dreadful prelims are OVER!!! lol.
Basically on the last day of our prelims we had a BBQ(: so lets start from there(:


04.09.09

Its the day after EDMOND's 17th BIRTHDAY(: hehehehehhe. Okay. so the group of us went for the 4E/5N BBQ at Sebawang Park. It was fun i guess. (: We gave EDMOND his presie there. we bought him a wallet(: if im not wrong, 11 people chipped in to buy his present. LOL. Looked like he liked it A LOT(: So anyway. we were there at the BBQ. we had nasi lemak and hotdogs.(Both of which i shared with EDMOND)HAHAH. it was pretty fun lah,taking pictures and drinking COKE!!hahah. Big thanks to shafiqah for helping me bring the materials for wrapping EDMOND's gift(: OHH!!there was like a huge population of cats there. so obviously there'd be screaming people *ahem* (im one of them) Hahahah. But the ride back in Ms Eng's car was hilarious. 6 girls squeezed ourselves into her car(: HAHHAHA. and for once!!! being the BIGGEST was actually a good thing(: HAHAH. according to MS ENG, I was the biggest so i got to sit in the front while fiqah,kalai,banu,amirah and Nat squeezed behind. MUAHAHHAHAHA. Nat ended up sitting on kalai and Banu's body was distorded while i sat my comfy ass infront with ALOT of leg room. hahahah. It was super noisy in the car everyone was like talking LOUDLY. And instead of giving MS ENG directions cause she didnt know how to get out of that area, we ended up bringing her on a tour of the North District and eventually ''ACCIDENTLY'' ending up right at our door step. when she was actually just suppose to drop me, fiqah, banu and kalai off at Sun Plaza(: THANKS MS ENG!! ohh did i mention that EDMOND had to dance with Mr Sim at the BBQ? It was hilarious lah. Again it was courtersy of the EVER WONDERFUL SABO-ing Ms Eng(: Mr sim was danced a particular move and apparently EDMOND was suppose to mimick him. LOL.So i reached home close to 10pm.and had problems waking up for Lit lesson the next day. *as usual*

05.09.09

I had lit lesson in the morning but then i went for my awards ceremony. I was to receive the award for being the Top Eurasian for the Nlevels. Apparently its suppose to be on a national level. so I received a Cheque for $200 , a certificate and a plague(: *but the cheque is kinda my main focus*HAHAHA. But i swear the waiting time was effing longgggggggg!!! OMG!! my arse was freaking numb after that. And i had to watch STOOPID episodes of MR BEAN!! Of all shows. well at least the music they were playing wasnt bad(:

07.09.09

We didnt have any lessons today. *Start of the ''supposed'' September holidays* But a group of us went back for self study. Me, EDMOND,Qi Bin, Adrian,Dickson, Pei Rong, Syan and terence.we went for breakfast. Ans mannn can they do maths for the whole day.
I was stonning and doing what not.

08.09.09

Went back for Maths today. i was late.. i went on a tour of the school before i could find them. LOL.In the end I found them in the library:( had lessons then we went to the cabin to self study.. then i went home with Fiqah and Kalai. watched a bit of TV, had the weirdest dream and then i got a call from EDMOND(: HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHE(:
Just found out my Lit marks. I got a B3. Not bad lah. at least im on track. Gotta work harder(: TOMORROW IS A SPECIAL DAY!!!! 6 MONTHS(: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


gotta go(:
Night night(:
im off to watch the MENTALIST(:

Happenings in the month of August!

Well well Well. so the month is about to end. Basically been busy with prelims and what not. so here's the latest update.

09.08.09
HAHAHAH. 5th month(: weeeeee!! HAHAHHAHA. We went to the National musem to help my sister's friend out in facilitating.
but the highlight was AFTER THAT(: hahahahha. I went to watch G.I Joe with EDMOND(: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
The movie started at 7 plus if im not wrong. ended around 9?? then we took the MRT home(: Bounced trip and we didnt fet home till like close to 11pm!!! soooooo cool(: I spent the whole day with him(: AWESOME!! From like the afternoon to night(:

*then week that followed.*
Lunched around but only on certain days.because he wanted to go home early to study(:
soo DISCIPLINED(:Friday was the start of our prelims. A total drag.But after that, Me, EDMOND and my biggest and most irritating rival, QI Bin (when it comes to EDMOND
) stayed for night study(:it was fun! We became Ghostbusters for like a few minutes and solved the ''mystery of the white hand'that appeared in our class photo. Apparently it was Zul's hand -as i predicted. we did our oral practice with Ms eng.
time flew. wasnt that bad considering how we stayed in school for like the whole day.
then both of them walked me home(:

*This week*
ohh ohh!! IT WAS TIRING. PAPER AFTER PAPER! had my O level oral on tuesday. lets just say, the examiners werent exactly the happiest people doing their jobs. well.. at least one was(: THANK YOU. It was okayyyyyy i guess (trying to stay POSITIVEEEEE) hahahha. but THURSDAY was a happy happy day(: let just say... i got alot of a certain SOMETHING. hahahha. But on yesterday i gave back(: HAHAHA. But yesterday's paper was a killer!! 3 Papers at once! OMG! but after that we stayed back to learn the ACES workout. 5 Gracious will be the demostraters. should be kinda fun WITH THE RIGHT ATMOSPHERE that is. HAHAHA. I got molested by Kalai AGAINNNNNNNNN!!!! LOL. Second time already!!! HAHAHAH. reached home at 7PM.

*TODAY*
Was late for Lit lesson. AS USUAL. After that we went to the coffee shop with Mr sim(: Had lunch. then EDMOND and I headed off to NORTHPOINT. bought JELLY BEANS. and then we went to the library to study!!!!! HAHAHAH. EDMOND tried to challenge this guy in the library. He was talking damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn loudly. hahaha. it was so funny.

okayy... im tired now.
goodnight(:

The Past Week(:

TGIF!! Soooooo needed it to like finally arrive!!! HAHAHA. We celebrated Ms Eng's 31st Birthday today. Even though the actual day is tommorow. I didnt like the week leading up to the party cause there was alot of crappy stuff invovling the party but thankfully, all that is cleared up(: The party was a blast. Food. FOOD.(: HAHHA. The birthday girl received a Cream facial. (: *Wink Wink* HAHA. So did Mr LEE. Hahaha. One word cher. KARMA. I helped to cut the cake for everyone. Shocker. Shafiqah dished out the servets to me(: HAHAH. then the EATING PART came(: Cheeszels,COKE~, Sprite,Bee Hoon, Chips, Kalai's Aga Aga, Hotdog,Nuggets(: YUMMMMMMM.(: Shuddup. I took my height and weight already. I dont have to feel GUILTY. LOL. The fun Part came later, MUSICAL CHAIRS!!! never played it that way. Lets just say.. It was DISGUSTINGLY FUN. hahha. Literally. OHHHHHHH the lorrrrrdddddd.. the forfeits we had to do. I freaking had to eat a Chocolate creamed cake with CHILI SAUSE ONTOP OF IT!!!!! Damn. Qi Bin Had his soaked in Sprite and Daniel had his in the Dessert water thingy. AHAHHAHA. it was damn gross. OHH. and during the game. Dickson freaking SAT ON ME!! we were like rushing for the chair.. I found one, slammed my ass down and the next thing i before i know it.. I witness a freaking HUGE ass Coming down on me in slow motion!! Lol. And then i went like OIEEEEE!! then he jumped up. Thanks uh Dicky. lol. Overall it was fun(:

HAHAH. moving on to the rest of the week, Nothing much happend. OHHH!! If im not wrong, I think on Monday, Fiona and Sharon suprised me by giving me this BEN 10 FAN!!! OMGGGGG!!!! ESTATIC!!! Its like sooooooo huge(: AHAHAHHA. Thank you My dear Daughter and Daughter -in-law(: I was damn suprised lah!!

The rest of the week was rather monotonous. But I had Lunch With EDMOND(: everyday Afterschool((((((((((: Enjoy that to bits(: Hahahahha. Just LOVE him to BITS(: hahahahah.

ohh!! And poor Hidayah msg me whinning that she's down with the flu. Poor child. I hope you get better (:

OH. and today, During English Lesson, We FINALLY moved away from oral and did this magazine questionair with a partner. EDMOND(: was my PARTNER(: His questionair was ''ARE YOU A RISK TAKER?'' and mine was " ARE YOU A REAL FRIEND" . How ironic that I got that question uh? Lol. anyways... It was fun lah.. (:

OKAY. My BUM is officially cramping on me.
OH! I have Lit tmrw. Darn. But at least I get to see EDMOND!(:
HEHEHEHHEHE.

See Ya Folks(:

Cousin's Wedding(: 11 July 2009

HAHAH. So Danny and Karen got married last weekend. The photos are up on Facebook. It was pretty cool lah. Wooooooooooo!! But I had Like EFFING HUGE BLISTERS!! Darn it. but seriously. MEGA OWWWW. The wedding couple wrote their own vows. Danny Cried. Uber touching. Hahaha. Emma worked damn hard running here and there doing errands. Koodos to you dude!! HAHA. Anyways. Me and pesky Alex did the reception. Hectic I tell you. Whats with people having funky names mann.. ''Nabster''. EW. HAHA. Anyways.. we had fun.. Photos photos. and then the rain came. Boo Hoo. Ran inside to the Restaurant. Had to serve drinks to the guess cause APPARENTLY the restaurant did not have enough manpower. Bull shit. So the Cousins had to serve the drinks. Can you imagine serving people.. in freaking HEELS that you CANT WALK IN. ??!! The blisters got bigger. Damn. Anyways. besides all that. it was fun. ohhhhh.. and almost all of the cousins wore black dresses. And it wasnt even planned for!! It just was a coincidence. Cool uh? hahaha. Thats it.